Tuesday, August 11, 2009

August 11th

So, only a few more days until our beta for FET #1, and to be honest I am not feeling positive at all. I know the success rates for FET are not as high as for a fresh cycle, and if our fresh cycle didn't work with 2 near perfect embryos, then why would it work now? I am in bad need of a break from IF, and think if the news is negative on Friday, that I may take a 3 month break. It kills me to do it, but I am so close to having a nervous breakdown from all this stress that I think I NEED it. I said that when we started this journey that I would give BIVF, 2 fresh IVF cycles, and then consider a 2nd opinion. That would be either B&W or maybe Fertility Ceneters of New England which has an office in Dedham. I feel loyal to BIVF though, and hate the idea of maybe having to go through hoops agian getting all sorts of tests for another office, but we will see. For now, I am counting down the days til Friday! However, Kenney Chesney is this weekend, and who can be sad then? :)

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